Wednesday, December 31, 2008

hi people!
is is definitely my last post for 2008!
2009 will be arriving shortly in like less than 13hrs time and i'm so looking forward to it!
i can say that this had not been a very fruitful year for mi and i really got a big scare e last few days
however there were still improvement la!=D

ok just say what happen yesterday...
from morning until 2+ went for band,
a bit sian cos whole day at e canteen near e staircase having combine band
we were playing e sec1 orientation songs and SFY songs only
but i think its cos i've haven't been playing in a long while,
my lips where very lose,
can't tighten them,hence can't play properly>.<
after went home then went parkway with mom
everytime when i go parkway now i always missed e convenience back at e other house>.<
haiz...how time flys and 3years just pass like that lols
i feel like i sound like an old grandmaT.T

o talking about gandma i had this really really weird dream
this involve many people blood relative to mi,my parents,my grandparents(father side) and mi of cos!ok e dream was about my grandparents n my mom all about to die at e same time(so scary la)!then my dad n i were like e ones don't leave us and blah blah blah.can't really remember e middle part but i think it was my mom trying to resist temptations from a shinigami(death god) and my grandparents cant relly resist,its cos they are old and weak and their time was almost up(but that was in my dream!in reality they are not and they are very good grandparents!)ok then what happen was my grandfather could not resist anymore and e next thing i knew was that there was a cloth over his face(im gussing u know wat that is if u've watch enough tv).then my dream suddenly jump to another scene lols.i saw my grandma at e tree in her pgs,really haggered and really weak was really trying her best to resist temptation after that there was nothing in my dream about her that was e end for my gandama.ok now was my mom.sh too was resisting temptation after that she and my dad were like "ooo our love this and that blah blah blah lols" then my mom suddenly felt energetic and say she don't feel like or like dying anymore!then she was saying that it was because of e love bonds my dad n her shared or their love power blah blah blah(those kind u normally c in show or comics)and then i suddenly woke up!weird hor my dream,ending so sudden la.except for my grandpa.my mom and grandma came to a sudden end lol.....

this is a song from walt disney anastasia
yeah its a really old show but i sudden saw it while unpacking and watched it!lols
and i really find this song quite nice=D

A JOURNEY TO THE PAST
Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how a road can seem so seems long
or how the world can seems so vast
courage see me through
heart i trust in you
on this journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now, im learning fast
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
On this journey to the past

Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
Home, love, family
There was once a time
I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
And bring me home
At Last

ok i tink thats it.i tink this is a really loooong post to mark my end of 2008 lols