well yesterday was doomsday for mi and literally meant it.my result? i won't say too good or too bad just stuck in e middle of nowhere.i'm really worried if i would be able to get into e courses i want to since its a new course and there might be competition.
i kinda feel god is slightly unfair to me.i mean everyone worked their best at e o's right?why was it that when i could do one subject well every time it just turned out that way? i mean during e exam and all i did my best i understood e questions well i just didn't get what i want?is my best not enough?its very depressing whenever i see e results. but i know can't turn back e clock i must face reality.
but i also have this tinge of sadness inside my heart whenever people are celebrating for their good results.of cos i feel happy for them or should i just say its jealousy?they also worked hard to achieve their good results but i dunnoe is it just mi or does anyone feels e same as i do.when these people comfort u i feel slightly worst these people dunnoe how is feels like to get e results i got after all they did better than mi they won't understand how sad it is to see e results all they can do is jump for joy when they see theirs.
i don't wanna say anymore let just out a full-stop to this post.and hopefully i'll feel better after a good rest:)
ps:i'm posting this at close to 3 o.0 what ungodly hours!lols:D